Happy 2 year Anniversary Raiza!

Do you still remind how we meet us the first time Raiza?

Eu sim!

Happy two year anniversary, baby
I love you with all of my heart and soul
You are my world, all of my dreams
And I want you to know that
I'll never let you go
You truly are the most important person
In my life

Baby, not only have you been my love
But also my best friend
Through good times and bad
We've stayed by each others sides
Holding on tightly to each other
In each other we have found
Our happiness, our peace, and our home

Through the trials, obstacles
And even the distance
We haven't let it phase us
As we show the world that
Our love runs deep and true
That our bond is too strong to break
And throughout everything
We are forever devoted to each other

I can never express enough
How much I love you
How much I care about you
And how much I can't live without you
You truly are my soul mate,
My angel, and my piece of Heaven on earth
God has truly blessed us
For two years now and
I know He will continue to do so

Baby, I can't wait for the day
When we take that walk
Down the aisle and in front
Of our family and friends
Pledge our love to be everlasting
Through better or worse
For richer or poorer, in sickness
And in health
Until death do us part

We do, yes we do
Pledge to always and forever be true
We do, on our anniversary

Eu te amo Raiza and I cant wait to be with you forever!

Ich liebe Dich

seu

Johannesinho

The days are getting shorter, the trees lost their leaves and the nature is going to sleep and the summer says good bye - autumn. I dont like this time so, because its a very melancholic time. In some weeks, the first snow will fall down, and from the summer 2010 is nothing to see anymore - But STOP! In one month (17.12.2010) Raizinha will arrive \o/. And than, on of my biggest wishes come true. I am very happy and proud, that Iza can come to austria this year and because of that, I am very nervous at the moment, I feel that it is very near that she comes, but the time is not going so fast around like I want, until she is there. I miss her very much. It is sometimes very hard, when I can see her just over Skype. I miss her warm skin, her heartbeat, the way she caress me, the way she looks on me, the way we joke, the way how glued we are together. It`s so much things I miss on her every day, that it drives me crazy.

(...and I know, that you miss me not so much - like I miss you Raizinha )

But it is not just that, I miss the person Raiza very much, she is so a fascinating women, that sometimes I don't know, where I should beginn to describe her. If I would not see her every day, I would think, that she is a miracle. We trust after one year so much to each other, that she opens her more and more to me, we can discuss about our fears, without that someone others is laughing. Special Iza listen interessting, when I tell her things and themes, what no one other knows about me. She accepts the things and helps me in every way she can, but she also tells her position, when we are not at the same opinion. That I like very much on Raiza, she is honest and I can trust in her in every situation, since we are together. But there are also other things, for example when Raiza enters a room, everyone begins to smile, she is so a magic women, I don't know how she do that. Or for example an other thing, when there is a situation no reasonable chance - she has the talent to find a solution. Or when peoples are bad to her, she is not afraid and says nothing to it, she search the way to that peoples and discuss the things out. And because of that, I am very proud on minha noiva. Not everyone has the heart to do this. I love this women like no one ever before, I just can say again and again, that 2 soulmates found together. And what the means, you will find out, when you met your own soulmate. She also drives me very crazy, when I see her, my heart begins to bump fast and shen I look in her deep brown eyes, I loose myself in there, because they are so marvelous. Raiza makes so cutiee compliments to me, that I get every time very shy and a little bit red in my face. Just she has the talent to do this. The day can be bader than bad, but when I see Raiza, I forget everything around me, and she brings me in an other dimension. Problems are suddenly so far away, because the Iza-sun shines on me. I don't know, how she makes that always, but she is a very magical women. I never felt so much for a women then for her. Specialy in the morning, she is so pretty awwww, when she stands up, and you see her sweet sleeping eyes, the hairs not on the right place - oh my gosh! I want to hug her soooo strong than every time.

The only thing what she always forget, is that she te amo me, so a lot of time I have to write e-mails to her, that she don't forgets it.

So minha linda.

Eu te amo (just that you don't forget it)

you are the best thing - realy the best thing happend in my life

seu noivo

Johannesinho

PS: Eu te amo fortissimi³

beijo beijo

Today, marry is not so modern like 20 years ago. So why should people marry and spend the rest of their life together? For me it was clear since i was a young boy, that I want to marry one time. I am very romantic and today in the stressed world, it is very difficult to find the right partner. A lot of peoples forgot the simple things of the life. Every on must have all things (Iphone,...) I had the luck (and for that I want to thank Deus) that I found the love of my life 1 year and 2 month ago. Before I thought, that romantic today and in the future will not exist anymore. So what is the secret to be with someone for the rest of the life? Its difficult to say, but when you will find the right partner (like I found) you will see it:

Because to the depths of me, I long to love one person,
With all my heart, my soul, my mind, my body...

Because I need a forever friend to trust with the intimacies of me,
Who won't hold them against me,
Who loves me when I'm unlikable,
Who sees the small child in me, and
Who looks for the divine potential of me...

Because I need to cuddle in the warmth of the night
With someone who thanks God for me,
With someone I feel blessed to hold...

Because marriage means opportunity
To grow in love in friendship...

Because marriage is a discipline
To be added to a list of achievements...

Because marriages do not fail, people fail
When they enter into marriage
Expecting another to make them whole...

Because, knowing this,
I promise myself to take full responsibility
For my spiritual, mental and physical wholeness
I create me,
I take half of the responsibility for my marriage
Together we create our marriage...

Because with this understanding
The possibilities are limitless.

Johannesinho

PS: Eu te amo Raiza!

Every day when I wake up, the first thing what I have in my mind is Raiza.

If I could have just one wish Raiza,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that you love me always and forever

Today, I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
After I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
Finaly I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay there.

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Into my world
of darkness and silence,
you brought light and music.

When you lit my candle,
I began to see and understand
the taste and texture of love.

For the first time.

I asked God for a flower, he gave me a bouquet
I asked God for a minute, he gave me a day
I asked God for true love, he gave me that too
I asked for an angel and he gave me you.

You are my air
The sun in my day
The moon in my night
The spring in my step
You are my everything.

You are the stars in the sky
The birds in the trees
The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine.

Without the light you put into my life
I would be nothing
A single leaf on the ground in autumn,
Lost, forgotten, alone.

Before i knew you,
I was nothing.
Now I am everything,
With you at my side,
I am invincible!

Feel the same my baby,
You are loved so much,
I love you now and forever
You are my darling, my baby, my love
You are my everything
I love you so much.

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

On this way I want to thank you Raiza - minha novia, that you are always there for me.

seu

Johannesinho

Last night as I lay sleeping,
A vision came to me.
It was of you and I,
A wondrous sight to see.
And in the dream I had,
I reached and touched your face
I clasped your hand in mine,
And felt your warm embrace
I pressed my lips to yours,
To taste your kiss so sweet
You held me for a minute,
In this moment that did fleet.
I wakened from the dream,
With a thought of you that stayed
With me throughout the day,
And never once did fade.

How is it possible to find the partner of your life? One and a half year ago I did not knew it. I thought, that all the hollywood movies are trash, and it gives not the real love or love at the first sight. I was always very jealous when I had seen the couples holding their hands in the city or in the park. It made me lots of times very sad. But all that changed, when I meet my noiva Raizinha or better she found me  After a lot of talks I fall in love (before her). First she was very shy to open her heart and her fellings and she was also not sure if she can trust me or not. When I told her my love, she said: "I don't know if I love you". At this moment i was thinking, if it was the right way, to tell her my feelings. I was sad and I thought, that Iza did not felt this connection, what i felt always in my stomach. This week she told me, that she was out with an other boy and she beijoed him, when we met us the first days. But Iza did not felt the connection I wrote before, and I think, she was exciting to know more about me. She also told me, that it was a kiss without love, but now she knows, how a much better a kiss with love is. This news made me a little bit sad, but we went not officialy together at this time, so I am not angry on her. Then at the end of Septemter 09 I was 3 days in Italy and our contact was completely out for 3 days. And in this days something happend in Izas mind  she fell in love with me.  I was very surprised, that suddenly she also felt this connection. The month went flying away, Iza got a microphone and the first time, we hear our voices. It was very funny. Before we tried to make with headphones contact  One day, Izas mama wanted to see me, because she thought that I was a womens trafficant (what is not true ) We had a lot of ups and downs in this time. Then Iza told me one day, that she get a webcam at christmas, but we went so in love, that she had the cam about 1 month before christmas. We loved us stronger and stronger every day. Now we are addicted to each other. We planed to see us on christmas but it did not worked. So we celebrated christmas in front of skype over pc. I met the family or Raizinha and I loved them form the first minute, because the went all very warm hearted. In primavera, Raiza told me, that she would come to austria in July, I was very happy, but the happyness was not long. About one and a half month before she would came, her parents told me, that Iza would not come, because her sister would have a operation, so she could not fly. (the plan was, that she would come with her sister) And they invited me to come to Rio de Janeiro. But I was very shocked and it gave a flash in my heart. I was never so sad like this minutes I heared this. My novia cried and the tears went running down her face. First it would not be possible because of my flight fear, second alone I would never fly. So I was thinking, now this it was with our relationship. On day later in the afternoon I told this my parents and they said "you flight with us! - lets go booking the flights" I was nervous like never before in my life until the day of the flight came. At the airport I sweated and shivered very hard, then I got drops to get calm, they worked. After a long time of waiting at the airport i found me in the plane again, we started and i got fear, because of the take off. When we went in the air, it was OK. But the landing was the same shit. Then we had to change the flight (one we passed, so we had to take the next) I made a phone call to Raizinha, that we would come later and so she was waiting 2 more hours on the Airport Rio on me. We started at Sao Paulo again and I was happy, when we finally went on the ground again in Rio de Janeiro. We went going out of the plane, throught the frontier control, claimed the bagged and then I got nervous again to see my noiva. I was thinking, that I have to walk long throught the airport but after a white wall, suddenly Raiza was standing in front of me. We beijoed us and went a heart and a soul from the first second. Some days after we engaged us and now we want to marry soon. 

I cant get enough of her - because she is realy the love of my life. After a lot of up and downs we found us finally. And I want to stay with her for the rest of my life (and more)

PS: it would give a lot of more but then I would have to write a book of our love 

Johannes-inho

Yesterday night at 03:00 in the morning, during I talked with minha little princess, the internet-connection broke down again. Bad Telekom Austria! And the shit is, that it gives no good alternative to choose an other provider at the moment. I hope, it will give soon a solution for this connection problems....

Minha noiva tried to find the Donau river and the Wachau in Austria during I was sleeping in the night - after one hour she gave it up Today when i readed it, i searched it on wikipedia brasil, to show minha linda, where it is. The reason, why she searched it was, that she changed her background on Twitter.

Eu te amo - linda - because you are so cutiee!

Eu te amo tantu´ - coisa linda - and you can say what you want - but it is so  

So, now everyone knows this, who will read the blog 

Today Johannesinho starts blogging. Minha amoreca Raiza created this blog for me - obrigado!